Wednesday, January 02, 2008
ahhhs... so happy being wif someone new who actually CARES for you ehs?
im jus lucky... well i may not b some CHIO BU bhb or sth but at least im FUN and not all okok looking ppl cant b happy... i may not b dat chio BUT I HAF MY RIGHTS ><>< he always gives in.... hahas... im jus lucky to haf a loving boyfren... i guess... tho he's seen my pic, but havent really met me... im jus scared he wun like me( cos dat was like the cutest pic i ever took) hais... tho he'll b abit disappointed by my looks... he says he wun leave me unless i leave him ( awww.. so sweet and devoted xD) and i trust him... =) oh wells time will tell...
Saturday, September 01, 2007
hello..im in the airport now.. my last post b4 i leave spore.. missing u guys already.. and im using the airprot com mind u... called u guys but no one answered except jason..haiz.... jus saying goodbye and u will be missed during the hols... hav fun going out and stuff... will be back b4 u noe it.. and help me tell mrs maesten that i wont b attending here class on monday as i only come bak at 11pm++ so love u<3 and hav fun... dun worry i will remember to buy u guys prezzies and such bye ppl and happy bday charmay...i will get u a present from bangkok and wen i shall help u look for a bikini =D i love you guys!<3 omg..their play clothes off here now1!!! ahhh we haf to take ur clpthes off we hf to party all nite yes all nite... we haf to take our clothes off ah..to haf a good time oh nonono!!!wootZZZZZ!!<3 byebye only got 7min usage time left MuAcKiEs~~<3
~sara=P
Saturday, May 05, 2007
hiie again! not very popular in the new skool eh? duno y...butdo i look so obedient that everyone thinks i'm too guai(good girl)? heh...they SO dun noe me...XD
well...only have a few close guy frens here...i'm starting t love my class...but i'm not boasting or obsessed or anything...but...i dun wanna get left out in some outngs and stuff cos i'm not popular...(wad a bitchy thing to say) but...honestly...its kinda true...popularity counts dat much? but hey...anyway...i jus be natural and maybe some nice things will come my way and i wont need to become popular in a bitchy way...but jus being myself...not that ALL of the populars r bitchy...my frens arent...so......bitchy.....well...everyone has a bitchy side...een me...so WHO CARES????? haha...its jus the way we're made............................WAD AM I SAYING, YOU MUST BE BITCHY...JUS BEING URSELF WNT MAKE YOU POPULAR AND YOU WILL JUS GET LAUGHED AT FOR BEING TO NAIVE.....welll...i noe dat...i'm not obsessed about being popular...at least it allows me to interact better wif others and ppl will slowly realise i'm not the typical good-girl-always kinda thing...dats all i wan...i wan them to noe me better and i wanna get to noe everone in the skl...dats all...i dun use popularity in such a way dat it makes me look bitchy...NEVER........i may be a bit bitchy at times...but i am a nice person..=D i guess....
honestly...am i trying to hard...cos if i am and i look stupid pls let me noe....=
Friday, May 04, 2007
hiie....nvr post for sometime sia...whew...busy in secondary life...ewams are on and june hols is coming...anyone fallen for anybody lately? i have...and i'm not telling you...i can only tell you he is a very nice and sweet guy...AND...BETTER THAN A CERTAIN SOMEBODY HU HAS NO COMMON SENSE......AMSHAR! WE BROKE UP...GET THAT IN UR HEAD...SRY TO BURST UR BUBBLE BUT...GET OVER IT MAN!!!!!
ok...hhaaha...haiz...i like my new class very much...ver family like but not so much as compared to 6PLUTO!!!!!! hahaha...but i'm living the life here...the teachers may kinda suck a lil...but other than dat...i think i like it here...but got sssssoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
many bitches...sry to say...but dun worry...i'm not saying all the gals...and not to boast but honestly everyone is bitchy...you jus have to love urself the way you r and live wif it...theguys here are sssssssssooooooooooooooooooooooooo not cute...only VERY VERY VERY VERY LITTLE!!!!! maybe the cuter guys r jus not as smart...or smarter...damn...got sluts here too...but got more bitches than sluts tho...eiter way...they dun affect me much...so overall its ok...
i think the guys r better tho...if not for some...i think the skl is quite nice...LOVE DANCE MAN!!!!!
Friday, March 02, 2007
h3yh3y!!!hows it?! haha....i miss the old times....well. jus a reminder to anyone hu comes to my blog wif vulgarities saying i stole ur bf and me fucking my dad and stuff....lemme tell u....u say all these cos u cant control ur own life cos u cant control ur own guy...well then too bad for u...and if u think ur looks are like a bomb then go fuck the devil man...ur taste sux...ure so plain..u blame ppl for ur mishaps in life...u think having a flat butt is good...u think all the guys like u which they do not cos they think ur dull uniteresting and ur as ugly as hell and dat u flirt to get money to support urself...u boast to ppl saying dat ur ric and can buy eerything in the world...but u still steal things and borrow but dun return stuff...u hate ppl frm stealing ur frens and ur bf but actually u nvr had them by ur side cos u suck and everyone noes dat except u....so i have jus two words for ppl like u.....
TOO BAD
Saturday, October 28, 2006
harhar...plse is OVER but.......still cant go out when i wan...shyt....i really hate my life...its so shitty....well at least there's u guys to make ONE heaven for me.....SKOOL!!!!!!! i noe,,i noe...u guys will be like...:"WAT???!!!!! SARA UR NUTS!!!!SKOOL???!!!! SKOOL IS HELL!!! U LIKE SKOOL???!!! OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!" well at least its better then home...u guys aint me...u wont understand...in skool i get to chat and see my frens...but at home....ITS HELL!!!!!!!!!!! well.....u guys dun need to understand...jus accept the fact dat i like skool.....haha.....but skool is boringthese few days....i wish halloween was a holiday....so we can hav a SLEEPOVER at MY hse...but there's skool the nxt day...so dat makes it quite impossible to sleep over at my hse
mayb during the november hols ya?? I"M broke..........*sigh* i spent so much $$ when we wentout dat day...LOL....well...till nxt time...bb guys...=) ~*sara*~
yoz ppl
sorry didnt write for a long long time...*sigh* skool is gonna end soon but i cant part wif it....i cant part wif u guys....if not for this skool, we wouldnt be frens right now....but sometimes some teachers suck ALOT...for instance...mr koh..sometimes nice and funny BUT hav MAJOR mood swing problems....and mrs rafiq...dun u think she's a bit bias?? well wdv it is we will b frens 4eva rite?? its good to leave this skool and start a fresh wif new frens and prom and PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 4eva peace guys and rock on....hope for the best results possible(or unpossible) but wdv it is...we ALWAYS and 4EVA hav each other........=)
PEACE OUT GUYS,
~*sara*~
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
why has the weather turned cold, the dark,scary world of broken dreams has revolved around me...i found sth i didnt wanna noe....wat am i to do?i' at a loss....i like being around u, u make my life feel bearable...though it is not....my life, my dad, jo , my peers, i all hav eto worry about....and my psle.....high expectations, dad not satisfied no matter wat marks i get..... i jus feel and wanna cry, jus let me heart dilute into tears of stress and misery....or die and not care about anything ...live a life of peace and care-free in hell or mayb even heaven....i jus wish i could ive a happy life wif no care in th world......why must pandora open that @#$%ING box???!!!!!! curse her.................
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
arent they the cutest?!<-- the best are the monkeys.....hahaMAPLE ROX MY WORLD^ WAT BOUT THE SNAIL??!!! SSSSSOOOOOOOO CCCUUUUUTTTTEEE!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Thursday, June 15, 2006
dreams and wishes fly high above,
the sky is blue,
but without much love...
the lingering hope that he'll come back,
is lost into the world,
where we r all sad.....
oh, where in the sky so blue,
were u,my love,
ever true.....
the sense that u r here,
beside me all the while,
gives me strength and hope,
that would let me walk to u more than a 1000 miles.....
oh my love...where r u now?
i'm dying for u everyday,
loving me, caring for me,
in every way
come wat may,
for i can sense u r here,
my love does not pay........
i will forget u,
as u hav for me....
and now my love would run free...
though i noe dat i will hurt deep inside,
but i will do it,
and not run away and hide...
though i noe i will cry tears,
of sorrow and hurt,
but i love u too much to hear...
dat u dont love me....anymore.....
dun worry, i'll be Ok
but pls,for u n me,
dun get led astray,
for i will still love u,
deep iside this heart of mine....
i hate to see u doing wrong,
so pls for the sake of the past,
make me forget u,
dun make it last.....
loving u gives me joy and warmth,
i will miss u...
and i do hope u will too.....
hi
my da said dat for end of yr party, it wont be in a chalet......for safety reasons....but....it would be in our new hse!!!!we can go out in the afternoon and sleep in a glass room wif aircon and is enough to fit 16 ppl!!! or we can rent dvds and watch it on my new 42" plasma tv....how 'bout dat??!!! hahaha.....still interested?? 3 meals provided but sry if u guys have to bring a sleeping bag or stuff....not enough beds u see......no need to pay for anything but have to share cost if we go out and eat....got bbq pit oso!!!!! can hav bbq still......is everyone ok wif dat?? sry...cant have chalet....but we can still do things dat we can do at the chalet even if we r not dere.....like go beach and stuff....wat do u guys think????? lets dicuss this wan schoolreopens shall we??? if u still interested then sms or call me at 64445993 sry abt this....
Monday, May 15, 2006
me and kris made up.....i am beyond happy......but today, we had totake the jab!!!!ouch!!!my left hand is sooooo numb and pain!!!!!!!!!1i can hardly move my hand!!!!
Sunday, May 14, 2006
today is one of the worst days of my life....me and kris fell out......over wat??? ,over this swickening , @#$%ing fight!!!!!!!she is angry at me for siding wif hil.......but i am not.all i want is to get my real frens back..... i'm not siding wif anyone....all i want is for this thing abt hilary to stop..... all my frens hav changed ever since it started.... i want kris back...... i wrote her a letter.....hope she would read it..... i jus want it to stop...y cant anyone understand me n how i feel....... not even jo understand..... if i even talk to her abt it, she would blow her top and say nonsense and dat i should only concentrate on my studies and not care abt anything else.....she jus said sth abt having no frens and how miserable it is.... but she still dont understand me.... how can i leave my frens fighting like this???? its our last year together....but why cant there be peace for once???i really need help....i'm in a dilemma...
Sunday, April 16, 2006
aiya...this esther ahhh....call herself a christian....why cant she forgive and forget???why must she make everything difficult??!!!its already the last year in primary school but why cant we live this year in peace??no fighting no war is that sooooo hard??? i'm jus asking 4 that...just that...is that tooo much to ask???i was real angry wif her...is she that full of hatred until she won't listen to her best fren??? i couldn't believe my ears....ihow can i be sooo stupid as to trust her and follow watever she does???!!!! she thinks this is cool?? isn't wat we have done to hilary not enough??? is it that hard to give it up and forget the past??? of all ppl, it must be the fren i trust a lot...............WHY!!!!!!!!!!!! cos of her, the ppl around her will be full of sadness.....i could forgive her n forget, so did sam, xin hui n kris n yu ning n cherie though we still don't like her much......but the one who is the 'most' obedient n trust-worthy one amongst us cannot???!!!!! thinking abt it just gives me a headache....... tmr me n rong ming are going to ask amshar to try and talk through her and tryto persuade her....hope it works....
Thursday, March 16, 2006
idiot young reporter workshop!!!! i hav better things to do soooooooooooooooooooooo boring!!!!! ARGH!!!!! hav to say things in front of the whole class!!! damn pai say if say wrong thing dat get laughed at.....terry became jay chou n say dat he broke up wif jolin hahahahaha i hate this...........................................nth 2 say ndamn boring lah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, March 05, 2006
(in a fit of anger)........nothing to do isit? say we inconsiderate.cannot find things urself meh?see wat i mean.my dad doesnt even noe wat is going on in the hse.only noe hw to scold ppl...u only noe hw t play golf . any day can go play but of all day must go on christmas. and jus chuck us at uncle luen's hse..the only considerate person in ur eyes is aunty pat.she very consderate meh?! she dowan 2 prk at united sq aftr tuition.ready 2pm. very hungry but still so fussy. somore there hav food court.aiya.in th end drive all th wa to siglap centre to eat.....rice n wanton mee...ARGH!!!!!!in the end 3pm then eat...dat very considerate meh??????sometimes i soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo angry untl i feel like skining hr to death!!!!!aaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh now i feel sssooooo much better...hi how r u? i feel like i am floating in air now.let out every bad thought..goodygoody..i onl can tok to u guyscoz if i tok to anyone here in the hse i will always get scolded 4 being rude to aunty pat...i may look ok but i hav lots of problems...so i will be in a bad mood m0st of the time...... sry.....miss pat thinks i need counselling...but its SHE hu needs counselling....sh has more problems than me...y cant she just accept things that r wat they r now...y is she still trying 2 keep things dat the whole world noes???wats the point.she cant have the whole world th way she wants it rite... why can sh accept things watever it is she should support her daughter in watever she chooses rite...*sigh*
is it dat hard to accept things?
i am going to reno my hse!!!!finally can hav my own room!!!i going to design n paint my name on the wall..yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!my hse going to be very nice....when finish then i invite u all to my hse and see!!!!yay...hoping n waiting patiently........
Monday, February 27, 2006
more pics of us the fish wif gills out of its gill cover!!!eeewwww
hope u like it!!!!
athirah andesther laughing at the charades dat we played!!!girls suck at acting!!!
hilary in her *cool*(not at all!!!) jacket...shelooks hidious in it n she thinks she looks even more beautiful than cybelle in her school uni!!!
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
this is hilary...sh looks funny in this photo..haha
nice group photo?n i like my flower!!!long time no see ashley!!!
yo..today is mua bday!happy bday to MYSELF!!!!hehe!!!!supposed to pierce ear but saw debb pierce then i chicken out haha!!!received lots of nice stuff this year!!!yaayss!!!...............................................
On the 26......
i quarrel wif my jie today...i say dat she only spend time wif her boyfren and go no time for me..once she gets home from work...she either watch tv or tok on the phone or play the com...when i try to engage in a conversation wif her she say i very irritating!!! then she say dat i tok at the wrong time!!1bu even wen she watch tv, she say i interupt her and that i could have tok to her wen sh bored...but i dont noe WHEN she is bored coz sh watch everything on tv!!!!!
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
| You Are Strawberry Ice Cream |
 Sweet. Romanic. Genuine. |
What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?
| You are White Chocolate |
 You have a strong feminine side with a good bit of innocence thrown in.Whether your girlish ways are an act or not, men like to take care of you.You are an understated beauty, and your power is often underestimated! |
What Kind of Chocolate Are You?
| Your Power Color Is Blue |
 Relationships and feelngs are the most important things to you.You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict.If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well.You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart. |
| You are Glass Sandals |
 Dramatic and uniqueYou're sure to be wearing something no one else isAnd you're not telling anyone where you bought it! |
What Kind of Sandal Are You?
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
sianz these days.ssoooooo damn busy lor!!can die!!!i am learning physics!!!sooooo fast lor!!i love science but physics can DIE one!!someone cursed me today.i keep bleeding!!i got a staple go right into the flesh of my index finger and blood splat out like red paint boiling without a cover!!!!!!!and then i got scratched by the edge of the flag stage!!!!
BLOOOD GUSHING OUT OFF EVERYWHERE!!!!bloop....bloop....bloop.....bloop...bloop.........
Monday, January 16, 2006
arent they the cutest?!
this is hilary...sh looks funny in this photo..haha
remember Sarawak?group photo!!but not everyone is there...(some are hiding behind mrs Rafiq, who is taking the photo)haha!!!an te cave!!!so big! and wet too.... =.=stupid stairs!!!so wet!! and i think someone, i forgot who..., almost slipped. but i was holdig her...i think...
Damn bridge!!! i felt like falling off it u noe!!!the 'railings' were moving further from my grip!! i couldn't balance!!!and th boys laugheda me 4 bein slow....stupid ppl
andthe platio of the hill we climbed!!!i wasburnin hot up there!!!like wewere on a pan over a burning stove!!!!! luckily i broght an umbrella......can die ah the heat!!!Whew!! but the hike was fun....=D
